my brother locked himself out of his apartment while he was leaving in a hurry. with no money, house keys or car keys he had to hang with us until he could get his spares from his girlfriend... unfortunately she had to pull an all night-er so he came back with us to finish his work. ha...Ha...HAHA...HAHAHAHAHA.

thanks for letting me LOL at your expense, but seriously...
HAHAHA! xD
and yes, i still love you to bits not just cause we're related.

all we can do now is wait and hope for the best.
just when you thought working for 9-11hrs was tiring, waiting for 9-11hrs wears you out physically and mentally. it's a wonder i'm still able to keep my eyes open till now. or maybe, it's cause i'm trying to tire myself out even more by keeping busy until my eyes refuse to open unless i'm fully rested. i have no idea how much longer i can go on like this... but for now, i just have to deal with it.

i took alot of my waiting time today to try and get some studying done for my test this sunday. managed to sketch most of the letters to be hung at the store and i even made time to finish this layout off. i just hope i won't get left hanging like some dirty rag forgotten in the rain.

there comes a point in our lives where we just have to step back and take a good look at the big picture. but right now, i just want to focus on this tiny window in front of me. the window that lets me run away from reality. the window that lets me be my hateful self. the window that lets me cower in fear without watchful eyes. the window that hides my true emotions when i need it to. the window that lets me express myself and my emotions when i need to. beyond the window awaits a cold world of harsh words, hateful thoughts and a cruel reality. but beyond the window is where a chapter comes to an abrupt end and where the rest of the story continues...

you are so damned full of yourself and
your planets load of bullshit.
it seems you only know how to screw
up everything, blame others when you
yourself are at fault and take credit for
praises that you know damn bloody well
that you sure as hell do not deserve.
damn you knnccbdlfattassfuckfaceinsolantfool.
go shove it where the sun refuses to shine.

_|_ ( ^ __________ ^ ) _|_

i've been thinking...
with the past revelations with schedules,
perhaps it's time to take up something new?
well, if everything fits together then... why not?
i trust myself not to get into trouble.
but somehow, i always do. [=_ = ]

so. it's already NOVEMBER and i'm still
in my comfort zone waiting to be intruded
by changes that may just come by in
december... depending on the keys.

in all honesty, i miss my friends to death.
i miss the guys who are in army, i miss
the tribers, i miss little miss creepy and
creepy boy, i miss fidgy and kitty and zoe,
i miss poly friends... but what i miss most,
is the self i lost before i started missing
everything.

come what may when the clock strikes
12 after the 1st, because i sure as choc
have no clue what's heading my way. 

"...you know it's like incest to fuck yourself over
self-hate is alcohol you're drunk or you're sober..."

by epik high
from [e] album

new layout.
was meant to be up sooner but i procrastinated
for a really really long time.

i miss poly and all my friends who are currently
studying/ studying overseas/ working/ in ns.

i could qualify for full-time lazy bum but that's
when i'm not trying to earn money for myself. xD

fuck annoying kids who play with noisy sparklers at 12 MIDNIGHT.
i know it's a damned holiday but some of still have to work tomorrow.
knnbccbdlfk.

IN MY HONEST OPINION,
some netizens are truly FUCKED.

they seem to have so much time on
their hands and all they are capable
of doing is digging up dirt on celebrities
and totally ruining their lives,
hurting their fans and causing countless
problems for everyone but themselves.
i want to thank these FUCKTARDS for really
ruining my week cause they took PARK JAY from 2PM.
well, i really think these netizens don't even deserve
to go to hell cause it's too damn good a place for them.
don't go around assuming that celebrities before
debut don't go through hell. plus it's even harder for
them if they weren't born/ raised in the country.

KNNCCBNBDLFK to evil netizens.